!!..haiis!!!BAD NEWS!=(winter pup out of 3 only 1 survive.feeling so bad,i promise her to help her but...haiis..all my fault!..=(hais..she gave birth today morning !!6am @.@ panda!!...wth..anyway..she just made me filled with guilt hais..sorry winter..=(the last pup was on my hand when we will in the car to the hospital i`m rubbing him?hoping i could bring him back to life!but..haiis..i`m useless=(looking at the pup helplessly while i look into winter eye...she is blaming me!hais..the only one survive is a male..=)glad the vet say he was healthy and strong=)
stop here bahs...going for lunch haven got my breakfast and vomited jus now when i ahem nothing..i don`t want to mention again. hope winter will forgive me bahs..=(