!!..haiis!!!BAD NEWS!=(winter pup out of 3 only 1 survive.feeling so bad,i promise her to help her but...haiis..all my fault!..=(hais..she gave birth today morning !!6am @.@ panda!!...wth..anyway..she just made me filled with guilt hais..sorry winter..=(the last pup was on my hand when we will in the car to the hospital i`m rubbing him?hoping i could bring him back to life!but..haiis..i`m useless=(looking at the pup helplessly while i look into winter eye...she is blaming me!hais..the only one survive is a male..=)glad the vet say he was healthy and strong=)
stop here bahs...going for lunch haven got my breakfast and vomited jus now when i ahem nothing..i don`t want to mention again. hope winter will forgive me bahs..=(



Hmm...it had been so long since i had my last post,many things happen;birthday,brother quarreling with his stead and more cant remember bahs lols due to time now..woke up and got nth to do so come post lor..=) some sort of blur..lol
Hmm later bringing winter for scanning,her delivery date will be on this coming Sunday o9o9o7.Hmm lets guess! how many pups will she have?..haa..=)!!AMAP^^mayb god bless her bahs...=)3?./or more?..pls...haa..despo for her pup..=)many ppl looking forward to see her pup=)my god sis, roy, mummy, darling de mother,darling and lastly of cos ME!..Haa...
yawns..my darling and me,getting more lovely=)

By the way O lvl coming le!!..ol stress!even though i dont look as if i`m stress!!..haa...wanted to study but dunno y just get down and study!...there is sure to be some thing to distract me!..lolk bahs..end here dad and mom wake up le...