22.11.o6~~!!finally reach..lol gonna miss u all bro=)haiis...but..dunno lehx...tis trip make mi felt uneasy?like gt thing fang bu xia?haiis...dunno wad isit..hmm,dunno y like weird weird de lehx..ppl go over sea veri happy de lehx?but..haiis...haiis slacking at hm fer e pass few daes...so sian..haiis..later morning le need bath fer both yuki n winter..=)den need send em to moi gan jie de hse le..she help mi look after em..
Want to tel yuki tis hope he chld hear n uds it..: Yuki,sry...need separate u apart wib mi fer tis moment,...i oso dun wish de..but..hais..take care ob ur self..will b miss u everi nite...=))..
haiis...any one tel mi y?...feeling so sian now.??...cant slp...nt excited abt e flight but..feeling uneasy...Arh!!~``...



haiis...sian..yesterdae nite went mei bf de bbq..den till there till 11+ no bus le jiu stay there...sae hao morning take first bus back..so jiu at mei friend de chalet slack...but ppl inside e room slping so we slack downstairs at e bbq pit there...slack till 3+...jiu went up there chat in e room cos veri hot...den jiu slack till 4+...all went to slp..Zz...den i nth to do jiu sit there stare wall lo...lol...till 5.30..Zz...call mei wake up...she pooh bor..hack care mi...Zzz...den i went off alone lo...went to take 88 at interchange...Cb....knn...fall asleep in e bus...wake up at ang mo kio liao....wtf...den jiu alight coming stop go over take back...tmd...haiis...end up 7+ cai reach hm,...den went bath make thing till abt 8 end slp...Zz...1+ jiu wake up le...so fuking tired...nth to do...den online sae daniel online den jio dota..den knn.. our opp Cb de...i oso noob la...haiis...den tio chop...haiis....after 2 game...i fuking tired jiu went lie down on my bed...den end up fall asleep...abt 3 wake up cos supposely goin to c fifi wib jie de...den scare i over slp jiu alarm clock den wake up sms her...den she sae she bz wib work...den goin to c fifi from outside so...i nvr go lo...den jiu sian...stare roof...Zzz..ffall back to slp...wake up abt 5+...hais..nth to do jiu surf net...den after tat jiu jio lsh n GJl go eat...end up lsh nvr reply..gjl ask mi jio Dw...den tmd...call him he at lsh hse...den i go over find em...after tat jiu go eat wib Dw..but he nvr eat..he c mi eat...lol...after tat jiu come back le...haiis...sian...tired...boring....-.-"



hais...so long nvr blog le...yesterdae?...a fuking,dunno hw to sae la...a bad dae jiu dui le...haiis..went down pass her e thing she seems dun wan...so..i did wad i stated earlier throw it away...but i find there is no a need to go down all e way to punggol end le....so i smashed e bottle on e wall under her hse...haiis...after tat jiu leave le...haiis...SHE is no body to mi now..from now on...no matter wad i did in e past SeeMs to b like an idiot...stupid fool....etc..BUT not now on le..after doin so much n get tis back...it dun even worth a single Hair of my dog...tmd..haiis...anyway..mei came back from new zealand le...todae morning de flight....out whole nite...so sian..haiis...tink tink tink...tink so much fer fuk?...no one gib a damn...HACK CARE le....i`m goin to b a cheerful n happy person from now on...in a world tat contains....my lovely dogs...my bro....bBall...my pet bird...mei...n...silence...haa...=)....

comment fer guys out there?/...no point doing so much fer a person if e person dun even gif a DAMN FUK on u....Fuk em....hack care em...no point....they will onli bring u wib sadness n unhappiness nia..=)